I’m completely fine

I’m all fine
even with the most secret
I couldn’t tell

even with bills I pay
loneliness I bare
the feelings I sway
mental I mess up
threads I loose
I be fine… completely fine

I might not be at ease
neither easy going
or boring, or lifeless
… yet I’m fine

I was once be bad persona
hitler in agony
charismatic-narcissistic
self-centered Gray
naive Candide
alike
… and I be fine

as Eleanor Oliphant
completely fine
helplessly
hopelessly
I be too

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